0120 three s8y pan honks.
0122 beep honks.
car door slam.
0123 another car door slam noises, rattling flimsy window.
for which i cannot find repair at a reasonable affordable price.
0140 two loud longish p8c honks replied to by a beep honk.
0141 pan honk.
0157 car door slams.
0200-?0240 trying to sleep fails. just as i was falling asleep finally, six hrs after my slp
was interrupted, at 0220 loud repetitive car lock/alarm beeps sounded behind
my wall, jolt me from slumber.
about five to ten minutes later, loud talk/hollering.
0240 after i got up, car alarm. and audible talk.
rather yelling. car engine start.
0243 car engine start.
...
0304 noise, beep honk.
0631 loud bang.
...
0701 banging plastic drums or buckets after sound of sex comes on my tv.
0724-0735 sleep try fail. it just so happens (as is the running coincidence over the
past four years, that just after i get to bed, i hear loud talking
in the back alley then car door slams behind my wall!!!!!!!
Third or fourth time they get me out of my bed since yesterday at 2020.
all around sleeping (or trying to sleep) time they hijack my consciousness,
instead of thinking about the things ppl usually think about when they
go to sleep or when they wake up, or instead of focusing on the audio
soundtrack (audio book, music, video, whatever) that i keep on to distract
me from their noise and mask it out a bit,
they overtake my consciousness, turning it into a tense mode that is
increasingly stressed, and then frayed, where i'm just searching the
intermittent silence
for whether faint noises originate from them or not, or whether a sudden
loud noise of a car horn or car door or car alarm or car lock beeps
is the start of a new cluster of noise, or just a one-off after which
i can just relax into falling asleep.
it becomes a tense nervous anxious disturbed state of mind that quickly turns
to infuriaration and anger.
anger that has no outlet that does not harm me!
0742 single s8y beep honk. behind my wall! again.
0743 thug hollers.
0744 thug hollering extra loudly.
i feel the pain in my neck and back of mouth that one gets when welling up
w/ tears that somehow to make it all the way out.
0754 two beep honks.
0755 loud holler , long beep honk.
...
and about recording their noises, what am i supposed to do?
try to sleep or sit in bed or at the window w/ finger on the record button
of the recorder?!
0813 thugs are hollering. loudly.
0821-0824 as soon as i go back to bed, s8y beep honk behind my wall.
with no other sound of moving car or anything.
ONCE AGAIN as soon as i go back to bed, another two beep honks.
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