A hassankhan and a sherifelgazma walk into a bar

A hassankhanem and a sherifelgazma* walk into a bar, ig's bar, where the Hells angels were hanging out.
The hassankhan shouts/yells, "read Fanon, you fucking bastards."**
After the Hells angels beat the living crap out of them, they arrange them into a sixty-nine position
and skewer them both with a billiards cue so that the cue goes up one's ass and comes out the ass of the other.
Then they tie them up to the ceiling fan.
At which point the hells angels sergeant says, "Fan on for these fuckin' bastards."

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* A hassankhan(em) (Platygonus nefast) is a type of peccary that spreads false rumours about me. Its existence is considered a missing link and a living fossil for evolutionary social immerit theory. It is often found accompanied by its sidekick lackey and talentless blunder, sherifelgazma (Pediculus pubis), a species of louse, in a classic example of a commensal symbiosis relationship.

** for the record, i do not agree w/ Fanon's conclusions.

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Another four-day insomnia

I finally slept.
Without looking, I know not for how long, nor do i remember what i was working on before this bout of insomnia, nor what i want to do.
It is terrible living like this, sleeping on only one day out of every four or five days.
I would kill myself, but it seems a pity, not to mention it would be wrong, incorrect.


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noise journal so far today, 21.ix.xv

after four days of insomnia last week, followed by two days of sleep and illness
, then a quiet night of insomnia/little sleep again,

today the noise journal so far, - these take place just meters from my desk and my bed! through a rickety window.

0012 beep honk.
0019 again car door slam after i cough.
0053 car door slam.
0105 honks.
0109-0110 longish beep honks, car door slam.
        loud car door slam.
        engine revving.
        car door slam or indistinct noise over my headphones.
0111 ditto.
0112 ditto.
0113 again.
0123 p8c honk.
0125 hollering.
0134 loud door slam.
0136 p8c honk.
0137 loud holler "aywa ya'bu ahmad"
0137 car door slam, car lock tweets.
0138 engine start.
0139 banging of their wooden squeaky shack door.
0140 engine humming, car door slam.
0158 two car door slams, after i get out of my desk.

0200 car lock beep.
b/f or ca. 0210 sonorous car door slam.
0211 loud hollering talking. another car door slam.
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0228 car door slam.
0232 car door slam.
0235 two car door slams.
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and if i go talk to them, they'll tell me to leave them alone and go back to
my "home" in a menacing manner.
and if it turns into a shouting match, the neighbors will get - again -
upset with me! not the thugs.
and if i persist, they'll start pushing me and threatening to beat me up.
and if i call the police, they won't take my call or won't show up/respond.
and if i wake the doorman/woman, the thugs will say
look how he wakes up the poor doormen in the middle of the night!

and they've been going at this level and frequency of noise and much more since last evening past 0900 or 1000 PM.

such is the insanity i have to deal with. Theirs. not mine.

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What Ben Carson really says about Muslims

Mr. Carson reportedly said he wouldn't put/trust/want a muslim running his great nation.
What he really seems to be saying, however, is
"[muslims don't count much for my numbers or political fortunes, and if it's popular in my most affluent rich racist constituencies to trash them, then i'll trash 'em. heck, if it'll raise my numbers, damn right i'll trash 'em.]"

Nevermind it could or would offend someone like John Coltrane or Ahmet Ertegun or Mohamed Ali or Malcolm X or Cat Stevens or Karim AbdulJabbar or Mohammad Abdus Salam or Saladin or Sadat or that king of Morocco who was the first foreign leader to officially recognize the independent United States, etc. etc. etc., to say nothing of the original and classical Muslim leaders who oversaw the establishment and radiation of an emperium that inherited both the Roman/Byzantine and Sassanid empires in the Near East that has endured in some form or another for more than a millennium.

There are not a few Muslims (among 1.2 or 1.6 billion, that's at least a few to a few dozen million, or actually any number of people) who believe that both the American values embodied in its constitution and principles of government and political theory and the values of islam and the tradition of its messenger and early leaders are much closer together than the dictatorships and fanaticism that riddle the islamicate world today and are in fact, almost nearly perfectly aligned, save for the muslim catechism (articles of faith).

While I agree that the loudest manifestations of "islam" today are contrary to American values and principles of government, i must also assert that muslim fanatics today are also contrary to the original values of islam itself as preached and practiced by the prophet of islam, by his earliest successors, the scholars who set the cornerstones of jurisprudence upon a system of consensus and those leaders that followed this tradition through a very long, global history.

Also, upon/or by way of reflection, [as the opposite of a counter-example,] Sadat apparently once said "the [coptic orthodox] pope should know that i am a muslim president of a muslim country," in a country that in its 63-year long post-independence republican history would have, to date, only a handful of generals and cabinet ministers who are Christian (this is an impression, not a fact and it is not verified).


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false novel names

دعاء الحيوان
عودة اللوح
ترترة على النيل
الوسادة الزانية
فى بيتنا عرص
عوار وراء الأسوار
الفانلة لا تزال على صدرى
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extreme upset, anxiety, stress

- extreme upset, anxiety, stress,
since last thursday, 17.ix.xv, at least three instances of street workers
        who do not know me, pointing at me, hollering about me:
        - 16.ix.xv garage attendants loitering and hollering behind my room,
                mockingly repeat a phrase from my conversation w/ an aunt the previous
                evening.
        - 16.ix.xv, qqn i did not see, but heard frm elevator when it stopped
                at ground flr, talking shit about me to doormen.
        - 17.ix.xv, ppl i've never seen b/f hollering "noura noura, noura must've
                upset him" (noura is the concierge who's also making my life difficult
                at home) at tramway station underneath parents' home.
        - 18.ix, friday, food poisoning,
        - 19.ix, when going to mother, garage attendants loitering at garage
                across the street, one of them points me out when i go out of the
                building and wait for a cab, the other turns to look at me, and
                turns around again.
        - 19.ix, past 1400, garage attendant loitering behind my room, whom i've
                never met, hollers ya magnoon, ya bta' el moxdarat.
nobody else is any help, not the parents, aunt/uncle, the neighbors,
        the doormen, the sister or anyone else i know.
cycles of noise and days-long insomnia persist.
strongly miss and need my former friends for reality-check, help, moral support,
        self-confidence.
extreme opacity is most upsetting, i don't know who those ppl are, what the
        fuck gets them to do this to me, talk about me, spread rumours about me,
        say i'm crazy, watch my movements.
        i don't know whether it's the govmt, just thugs, who someone set them on
        me, or how to end this.
        extreme opacity.
confrontations with them only help to cement the appearance that i am mad and
        or unhinged as no one is willing to believe this is going on, least of
        which the dozens of workers stuck to our homes like flies on trash.

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latest pearls of wisdom

- We love music because it is repetitive and we find comfort in or are accustomed to cycles of time, like those of the days, months and seasons.

- rodents have frightfully sharp incisor teeth.

- Canada, the Beaver State. Errr, Canada, the bear state (middle aged fat white guys with beer). Err, Canada, the polar bear state (middle aged fat white guys with beer and tiny dicks).

- music is a complex-valued function, just like time is a complex valued function of mass or energy. both are periodic.

- remote consciousness h and c and the piper at the gates of dawn.

- an essential quality of water is that it is hydrophilic.

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