nobody

i want to have women friends and hang out with educated women.
i want to jam and to collaborate on shit.
i want to fucking have friends.
i want to fucking have an intelligent conversation with an intelligent person.

i haven't had that since the fucking 90s.

i want to have adult friends of my age and my intellect.

i want to fucking go to nightclubs and to parties.

i want a fucking job a fucking steady job. i want a car and a stable quiet private residence.

i want to sleep when i want.

i want to have a friend or friends.
i want to hang out and talk.

i want goddamned friends i knew from school and college.

and i want to like me and respect me.

i want to have adult friends of my age and my intellect.