when the fuck

when the fuck will i have a friend let alone a fucking girlfriend. when the fuck will i be invited to a party or a project or a partnership or a job or a hangout or a gettogether or a jam session or a gaming session. when the fuck will i have a job or a car or a quiet home w/ privacy not surrounded by thugs and gypsies on every side. when the fuck will i be respected or appreciated as a friend or colleague.