21 June 2015
when the fuck
when the fuck will i have a friend let alone a fucking girlfriend.
when the fuck will i be invited to a party or a project or a partnership or a job or a hangout or a gettogether or a jam session or a gaming session.
when the fuck will i have a job or a car or a quiet home w/ privacy not surrounded by thugs and gypsies on every side.
when the fuck will i be respected or appreciated as a friend or colleague.
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07 June 2015
deprived
allmy life i've been deprived of women friends, and of positive women interactions anyway.
Never or exceedingly seldom does a woman - particularly a woman of my own categories, country, age , social group - "like" my posts, or like anything i do.
i never have positive feedback from women in any thing i think or do, and even worse,
there is never any women around to see anything i do say or think.
i am deprived of relationships , friendships , positive feedback from women in general, and in particular, from my country, from my same age, and social groups.
constantly i see women responding and "liking" posts by former male peers - former male friends of my age. This never happens to me.
As a result the validation and confidence a guy gets from the opposite sex - i never get or enjoy.
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And so, when will women ever treat me with the same respect and appreciation they show other guys, or even w/ a fraction of it?
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When will i have women friends???
Let alone having a girlfriend, a lover or a wife.
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03 June 2015
maybe even
One day I'll have a friend,
and maybe even friends and buddies.
One day my love for a woman will not go unrequited
and maybe even reciprocated.
One day i'll have a job.
and maybe even a car!
One day i'll have a residence.
and maybe even a stable quiet and private one!
One day i'll be respected, and maybe even liked.
One day i won't be hated despised misunderstood disbeliefed
and maybe even accepted.
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