socially deprived

so sick at being interminably deprived of society, association and friendship; deprived of having intelligent educated cultured women as friends, of having no friends or buddies or girlfriends or any kind of society or association. women despise me and hate my guts. the only ppl i see are the concierge and her extended family and cohort of endless relatives and visitors who loiter in the bldg's entrance and the in courtyard; the food delivery ppl - presumptuous and often rude or imbecilic ; the thugs who loiter day and night outside my home and who've turned me into the butt of their jokes, derision and verbal and noise and sometimes physical abuse - without an iota of sympathy or help from neighbors or the police. when will i have friends or friendship? when will ever anyone - particularly women -look at me with a modicum of respect. i've been buried alive without society since the mid to late 90s. despite being technically ok, i've been deprived of jobs, advancement in jobs and a career, deprived of friendship and intelligent conversation, hanging out, parties, trips, etc. i reject this life - i'm sick of it. i wish i had died many many years ago. ... Read more

Tech karma - an overlooked aspect of engineering

a tech system or device's responsiveness, state & quality depend not only on its design but also on the tech karma of the user. in particular, a user having misgivings about a given piece of tech, platform or product while almost certainly run into "bugs" and will have a difficult experience with it, then someone who is enthusiastic about it, and has gone through the hoops and is generally a good user, like having RTFM. So basically, some people are just tech imbeciles, and their bad tech karma causes gear they use to act up. ### ... Read more

thugs

as i'm coughing my brains out, the thugs around my home in the street are calling me a faggot. ... Read more

10.iii.xv, posted a nu track

Playing around with Ableton Live packs.
Bass riff used briefly in the intro is from a P-Funk song, title forgotten now.
Drum loop by Bomblastic, Live pack clip, Acoustified 2 w/ edits.
Guitar pads by Vinyl Classics, using pack clips:
- Sounds of the 70s, 95-Freeway Driftin' FD-Guitar Pad clips 1 and 2, pitch-shifted for chord changes
- and 115-Herbs with Albert, HWA-Rusty Guitar clips 1 and 2.

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The joys of conversation

Of the only two people available for me to talk to, one is a livid minefield of bad temper and negativity and the other is deaf.

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Another music doodle

Creative Commons license (BY-SA). Free to download.
Velocity dispersion is a statistical quantity that measures the statistical dispersion of radial velocities of stars in a cluster about the mean radial velocity in that cluster.

The descending arpeggio phrase is taken after one of Rebeca Mauleon-Santana's "Latin pianist" software tracks.

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Two new music tracks

Just published two music tracks at soundcloud.com/iguemey

Creative Commons license (BY-SA). Free to download.





This track was resumed after the last time i worked on it on 30.v.x (30.May.2010) but it remains a work in progress.

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